Playing with friend’s day in day out for a long, long time I got very close to a few. One male friend in particular that wanted more than just friendship from me. I was lonely and bored and thought he was a really nice guy. His looks were not very desirable, in fact he was far from good looking, but looks don’t always count. Still I was far from interested in a relationship beyond good friends, regardless of my lonely situation. I was trying to revive a long term relationship at the time.